Wilfred Owen
(1917)
It seemed that out of battle I escaped
Down some profound dull tunnel, long since scooped
Through granites which titanic wars had groined.
Yet also there encumbered sleepers groaned,
Too fast in thought or death to be bestirred.
Then, as I probed them, one sprang up, and stared
With piteous recognition in fixed eyes,
Lifting distressful hands, as if to bless.
And by his smile, I knew that sullen hall, -
By his dead smile I knew we stood in Hell.
With a thousand pains that vision's face was grained;
Yet no blood reached there from the upper ground,
And no guns thumped, or down the flues made moan.
'Strange friend,' I said, 'here is no cause to mourn.'
'None,' said that other, 'save the undone years,
The hopelessness. Whatever hope is yours,
Was my life also; I went hunting wild
After the wildest beauty in the world,
Which lies not calm in eyes, or braided hair,
But mocks the steady running of the hour,
And if it grieves, grieves richlier than here.
For by my glee might many men have laughed,
And of my weeping something had been left,
Which must die now. I mean the truth untold,
The pity of war, the pity war distilled.
Now men will go content with what we spoiled,
Or, discontent, boil bloody, and be spilled.
They will be swift with swiftness of the tigress.
None will break ranks, though nations trek from progress.
Courage was mine, and I had mystery,
Wisdom was mine, and I had mastery:
To miss the march of this retreating world
Into vain citadels that are not walled.
Then, when much blood had clogged their chariot- wheels,
I would go up and wash them from sweet wells
Even with truths that lie too deep for taint.
I would have poured my spirit without stint
But not through wounds; not on the cess of war.
Foreheads of men have bled where no wounds were.
'I am the enemy you killed, my friend.
I knew you in this dark: for so you frowned
Yesterday through me as you jabbed and killed.
I parried; but my hands were loath and cold.
Let us sleep now . . .'
21.3.06
19.3.06
Well, will you look at this?
Another story! How good am I?
During the Second World War, in London, there lived a young girl of 14. Because she was no longer a child, her parents hadn't sent her with her younger sister to the country, to escape the Blitz, but had let her stay home to roll bandages and nurse the wounded civillians. When she had time to spare she went out with her school mates, to see the devestation. At her school was a boy. They often exchanged letters but somehow barely spoke at school. From the letters, she learned a lot about the boy and why he was the way he was. Though he seemed happy, he revealed his hidden sorrow. After the months of letters she tiny bit of worry which had rubbed off from each one built up. She felt as if she had the world on her shoulders. She was the only one he talked to. She felt it was all up to her. If he seemed sadder she felt she had let him down, no matter how much her better judgement told her it wasn't up to her. When he talked about joining up, she felt a glimmer of hope, his patriotism was coming back. But when he spoke of the war, he only talked of slaughter. He knew that if he went, he would die. He welcomed that. Her burden got heavier each day and the ways she lessened it, drop by drop, for only a moment, does not bare mentioning. Then one day, the air raid signal went off. She was by St Pauls and he friends all ran in to get cover in the crypt but she laughed. She saw the boy, as anxious for his life as the others were for theirs and all she could do was laugh her bitter, hard laugh. Then it hit her. She lay on the cobblestones, and let the silver rain fall around her...
Yeah, I know. I'm sensing a pattern here.
During the Second World War, in London, there lived a young girl of 14. Because she was no longer a child, her parents hadn't sent her with her younger sister to the country, to escape the Blitz, but had let her stay home to roll bandages and nurse the wounded civillians. When she had time to spare she went out with her school mates, to see the devestation. At her school was a boy. They often exchanged letters but somehow barely spoke at school. From the letters, she learned a lot about the boy and why he was the way he was. Though he seemed happy, he revealed his hidden sorrow. After the months of letters she tiny bit of worry which had rubbed off from each one built up. She felt as if she had the world on her shoulders. She was the only one he talked to. She felt it was all up to her. If he seemed sadder she felt she had let him down, no matter how much her better judgement told her it wasn't up to her. When he talked about joining up, she felt a glimmer of hope, his patriotism was coming back. But when he spoke of the war, he only talked of slaughter. He knew that if he went, he would die. He welcomed that. Her burden got heavier each day and the ways she lessened it, drop by drop, for only a moment, does not bare mentioning. Then one day, the air raid signal went off. She was by St Pauls and he friends all ran in to get cover in the crypt but she laughed. She saw the boy, as anxious for his life as the others were for theirs and all she could do was laugh her bitter, hard laugh. Then it hit her. She lay on the cobblestones, and let the silver rain fall around her...
Yeah, I know. I'm sensing a pattern here.
Tell me a story...
Once upon a time there was a girl who wore a happy mask. She thought she was happy because she had worn the mask all her life and she and those closest to her thought all was well. Then she slowly began to realise she wasn't as happy as she had thought. She kept slipping farther and farther until even the mask began to slip. She began to do things she hadn't thought she'd ever even consider doing. She thought she was too happy. She knew she needed help but she knew the response she'd get. "There's nothing wrong with you, your just looking for attention." So she left it. But by the time anyone realised, it was too late, she had swum too deep, gone too far, and no had noticed, no one had helped. No one knew.
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